desires.

i don't know why. i really don't. when i start to like someone, that someone who i never thought i like, i would like him. no, not that one which.. oh well, i'll put it like this. when i start to like mr. A, suddenly comes mr. B, who in my life i thought i would never like, who which i suddenly like. yes, i admit to friends i like mr. A but the truth? i love mr. B. yeah, i can't get you out of my mind. why? don't ask. you have been ever so nice to me. so gentlemanly. so polite. so charming. okay, i have fallen head over heels over him. why? i never compromise anything when i'm with him. i give him everything he wants. everything. does he understand? i don't think so. it's like his feelings are totally platonic when i'm in his range. i don't know. maybe it's because of his roots? where he comes from? i don't know. i'm confused.